1/22/09Got hold of a laptop again! *sighs a happy sigh*
Still in Prison... aka. the hospital, and getting in an area that I can log on with this laptop is not too easy, but at least I AM! MUHAHAHAHAHA! Hugs and love to all!
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When I wakeIt’s so hard to wake up everyday, And hear the words inside your head, I hate you.When I wake
When I heart he words you speak, And with every breathe I feel, I hate myself.
When I feel your slap, Ringing in my ears, I hate myself.
If I hear “I love you” If I hear “I want you”. All I hear, is… I hate you.
by =SeveredDreams
Mommy DearestMommy DearestMommy Dearest
You think I like to live this way? You think I find it fun? To wake up every single day, Knowing I’ll think of a gun.
You think it’s oh so easy, To lay aside my feelings. You think I like to spend my time, Being gloomy and depressing.
Well fuck you, and your other hens, Who sit around and gossip. Fuck you for your false concerns, Preaching, platitudes, and mocking.
I didn’t ask to live this way. I didn’t ask to feel this way. I didn’t ask to think this way. I didn’t ask to live
by =SeveredDreams
by =SeveredDreams
What if IWhat if IWhat if I
What if I, Could wish it all away? What if I, Could take away the pain? What if I, Could flush it down the drain? What if I, Could go back the week before he said goodbye? What if I, Could leave a little clue to me before I went next door that day? What if I, Could say to wait just one more day before you try to take your life? What if I, Could have lived a life, clean and pure? What if I, Could take back the things I said to her? What if I, Could sleep a whole night through with pleasant dreams. What if I,
by =SeveredDreams
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by ~Punishmentofmyrrha
Lully's friend Lully's FriendLully's friend
Went to work this am, wind chill said -10 Don't mean much to me, cause I'm a friend of Lully Then the sledge hit my nail and man I thought it hurt like hell Then I stopped and thought again, cause Lully is my friend
Lil Devil dog has been through worse, so I didn't even curse Cause If you know her like me, she don
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Desperado
Yesterday, Laurie made it home from hospital. She hated hospital. She loved being surrounded by her girls and her cats and her puppies. She wanted to go online and see those she had missed for so long, but didn't quite feel up to it. Still, being home was a massive relief.
After a long battle with pain and illness, our darling Laurie was granted another relief yesterday. Her incredible, strong, brave, beautiful heart was finally allowed to beat its last. She died peacefully and her final words were of those she loved.
I have no words to tell you of my heartbreak. She was my life, she and our little princess. I loved her fierce and strong.
If there is any consolation it is that at last, the pain is gone. Her body and her mind are healed. She is once more in the arms of our beautiful princess.
At last, when she looks at herself, she sees what I saw every moment. She sees someone worth loving and living for.
I love you Laurie. Please, take care of me until I can come and join you properly, where there is no fear, no barriers and no sickness.
With all my love,
Your Di
Our Princess has died, suddenly and horribly. There's a little more detail in my journal. Sorry, I haven't the heart to say more.
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Don't sweat the petty things....and don't pet the sweaty things. ~George Carlin
The sea monkey has my wallet.... ~Dori the fish... "Finding Nemo"
Love Di
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